I felt crazy needing to sit in the car while my mother picked up my medical marijuana, i was nineteen years old, plus I had a medical condition that allowed myself and others to use medical marijuana, but I couldn’t go into the medical marijuana dispensary plus purchase it.
I had to let my mom purchase it for me, but to be honest, it was my anger problems that made it necessary for myself and others to use medical marijuana.
I had a lot of anxieties that showed up as anger. I couldn’t control my emotions plus I would get miserable plus several times I tried to hurt a family member or another student in school. I hadn’t been to class in nearly a year, plus yet I was doing better! My mother had been homeschooling myself and others the entire time, then as long as i didn’t need to deal with everyday life, I was doing well, not being able to go into the marijuana dispensary was putting my anxieties onto high alert, plus my mom told myself and others that if I couldn’t behave myself, she would have my dad opportunity up my medicine. I wasn’t sure she would make myself and others stay home, but I didn’t like the threat. I needed to get out of the house, or I was afraid of what I would do. I knew that as long as I used my medical marijuana as prescribed, I could hang out with my friends in my home. I could go shopping plus even sit down in a restaurant without making a spectacle of myself. I was ecstatic I could get medical marijuana, but I hated not being ancient enough to purchase it for myself.