I felt crazy needing to sit in the vehicle while my mother picked up my medical marijuana, but i was nineteen years old, & I had a medical condition that allowed me to use medical marijuana, although I could not go into the medical marijuana dispensary & purchase it. I had to let my Dad purchase it for me! To be honest, it was my anger troubles that made it necessary for me to use medical marijuana. I had a lot of anxieties that showed up as anger. I could not control my emotions & I would get annoyed & numerous times I tried to hurt a family member or another student in university. I hadn’t been to class in nearly a year, & yet I was doing better, my mother had been homeuniversitying me the entire time, but as long as i didn’t need to deal with everyday life, I was doing well… Not being able to go into the marijuana dispensary was putting my anxieties onto high alert, & my Dad told me that if I could not behave myself, she would have my dad option up my medicine. I wasn’t sure she would make me stay home, although I didn’t like the threat. I needed to get out of the house, or I was afraid of what I would do. I knew that as long as I used my medical marijuana as prescribed, I could hang out with my friends in my home. I could go shopping & even sit down in a diner separate from making a spectacle of myself. I was delighted I could get medical marijuana, although I hated not being seasoned enough to purchase it for myself.