I used street marijuana for quite some time when I was younger.
When I went to college, it was readily available, & it only cost a couple of bucks… As more strains of marijuana appeared, & some that are stronger with different effects, it became more fancy, once I got married & had a child, I gave up on marijuana. I didn’t want to have it in my home with my little guy running around. After my divorce & not having my partner or child in the house, I found I was going through a rough time. It depressed me all the time, & not wanting to leave the house. When I went to the doctor, he wanted to provide me antidepressants, even though I refused. I heard too multiple bad things about antidepressants & wanted nothing to do with them. He asked if I had ever used marijuana & I told him I had when I was much younger. He was talking about legal, medical marijuana. He said that there were strides being made in how medical marijuana can help calm the nerves & ease the depression. I loved smoking marijuana, so I was amenable to getting medical marijuana. He gave me the name & address of a local doctor that was certified in medical marijuana & told me to make an appointment. It took a couple of weeks for the entire process, & then I had to wait a week for my medical marijuana ID card. The calm I remembered from using marijuana as a younger person was returning & I realized the divorce was my fault for never dealing with my anxieties & depression while every one of us were in my marriage.